12:30 Update

Breathe in...

Breathe out...

Breathe in...

Breathe out...

It's only 12:30 and I'm already starting to wonder how I'm going to make it through the day without a major anxiety attack.  I took the day off so that I could stay home and peacefully watch the election results.  I knew that if I had to go to work I'd never get anything done. 

And now I'm sitting here obsessing about it.  I'm trying to be so positive and yet I remember 2004.  I remember thinking there was no way in the world that Bush would get re-elected and I was completely devistated when he did.  I'd really really like to believe that this time will be different.  But I remember that disappointment and I don't think I'm prepared to have it hit me again.     

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